Hi everyone sorry it has taken me a few weeks to write
another blog but I wanted to have something to write about. Over the last few weeks I have been
attempting to recondition my body. There are two reason for this one due to my
pots symptoms at times I can be bed ridden for a few days and most of the time
just do not have the pure energy to exercise so I have put on weight which I
thinks adds to me feeling depressed as I am not happy In my own skin . I also do have to take responsibility for my weight gain when im or cant go out take comfort in ice cream. Secondly after doing a lot of research
on pots I have seen that in America (they could have this programme in other
places in the world) there is a pots re conditioning programme called Levine protocol
programme which is a an exercise program designed specifically for POTS
patients by Dr. Benjamin Levine from Texas. The programme has had good success
rates and I have read many other pots suffers blog who have undertaken the programme
and all say it has helped them in some shape or form. I believe that the
programme involves patients use gym equipment which can be used sat down such
as a recumbent bike and rowing machine.
So as I said I decided I wanted to get re conditioned and
see if it has any help on my pots symptoms. On day one I did try going to the
gym and using the rowing machine and the bike but after 15 minutes I felt so
dizzy and the chest pain started so I gave up and went home feeling really angry
at myself that I could not even work out for 20 minutes without my illness
taking over. I was so upset I went straight on the Pots Facebook page and asked
some of my friends on the site what I should do should I quit or carry on and potentially
make myself more ill. I got some really good advice that maybe I should try
swimming to start with and maybe take yoga or Pilates class to help build my
fitness tolerance back up.
So two day later (I was really ill the day after I tried the
gym out I literally could not get out bed) I took my swim in ages and it felt
amazing I felt so weight less and light I didn’t want to get out. The first
time I swam I could only do about 5 laps, and that is with me really trying,
but now two weeks later I can manage 11.
I am actually really enjoying swimming I feel that not only is it
helping me re build my fitness but when I am in the pool I really forget that I
have pots as I am not dizzy which I normally am all the time.
I also had my first Pilates class last Wednesday and that
was really good it also helped that all the moves are performed on the floor
which Is great.
I have to admit my
symptoms have not decreased since I started swimming I don’t actually feel like
my pots has improved but I do feel a little better in myself and right now I can
work with that right now.
Update on my medical well being
So as I mentioned in my last blog I have been feeling really
anxious and depressed lately and I think it due to the fact that I have nearly
had pots for a year now and I am starting to realise that this disease is never
going away and the old me who used to have all the energy in the world has
gone. As I am actually writing this I feel sad as I like so many others wake up
every morning hoping that today will be the day I wake up and I’ll be back to
normal but every day I wake up with my head spinning. I think this illness is
also starting to push me away from my family and friends as at time I think
they forget im ill because I look well. I feel at times like no one know or
cares how much I am suffering I honestly would not wish this illness on any one
not even my own enemy at times it can be so lonely, I think that’s why I love
swimming so much because when im in the pool I forget about everything and just
focus on swimming which right now is what I need.
On a greater note I have now successfully finished completed
my second year at university which is something I am greatly proud of this year
has been one of the hardest years of my life and the fact that I didn’t give up
my education is something I am proud of.
I will as always keep everyone updated on my progress and
below are some link to some websites about the pots exercise programme.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=faScrmgKcWg